February 2012
tvo asked: for the record, I think you were wonderful last night. (: your rapping was badass too. HAHA
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My dad keeps reiterating how disappointed he is in me.
He had so much faith & me, he still does, but he keeps saying that it all fell short last night.
Merp. He is in love with me & David though- like seriously, I think he likes him more than his own son.
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New Playlist on my blog
I’ve been inspired.
first 10, no likes!
paratiisia:
dont follow me if you are just going to unfollow right after the promo is done
so just check out my blog and follow if you like it!! :)
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Frustration.
I hate knowing I could have done better. & it’s like, that feeling is never going to go away.
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Merp.
yellinkellin:
i miss the ache you feel in your whole body after a show i miss losing your voice even in the slightest because you spent a good amount of time singing your heart out i miss feeling the whole crowd move i miss feeling the floor move when everyone starts jumping i miss the thrill of being right there in the same room with one of your favourite bands i miss feeling the bass pulse...
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Mental Breakdown time.
Non-stop this week people have been judging me left & right.
I’m too slutty.
I’m too cocky.
I’m too thin.
I’m not sleeping enough.
I’m not good enough.
I’m not doing it right.
I’m not pretty enough.
I’m not fast enough.
I’m not worth it.
I’m just so fed up to the point that I just want to give up.
But I know I won’t...
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Damn.
I haven’t been eating again because there’s not enough time. I’m sleeping less than 5 hours a day trying to make everything perfect. I’m to my wits end with trying to do all these things at once. I have my parents up my ass. I’m trying to do my best.
& damn. I don’t know. I want this week to be over.
